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Alice Elliot (cross_of_light) wrote,
@ 2008-05-14 19:17:00

So Many, So Much

[Private]

There are...lots of people here in Asgard now. I'm glad and yet at the same time I feel lost. I can heal, so I know my skills will be helpful here. But...

Do I simply wait for others to be injured? Is there some way I can help more than that? I do know how to make weapons holy, and one...just one...attack spell...but...

I hate to fight. Suffering...sorrow...my father, my poor father! I wish Yuri was here. I will be strong without him, and I will help others in any way I can, yet...

No. No, I am glad that Yuri is not here. He shouldn't have to fight even more than he's had to.

But what can I do for these people with whom I live? I'm desperate to be useful, even if it's just to ease their fears, or stress, in some way. There must be something I can do!

But I can't let them know how worried about everything I am. The others, i'm sure, are worried and stressed and confused enough. I need to be someone the others can lean on. Yes, we're strangers...but we have something to fight for. To defend each other for. To unite against.

I just have to find something that I can do for them all.
[/Private]

[Private to Asgard]

If anyone needs help with the organization of the expedition teams, I can try to provide it.

I'll either be in my room or in the garden maze, if anyone needs to know where I am.

[/Private to Asgard]

Asgard is filled with many more people now. It brings a smile to my face to see them walking around and passing each other in the halls. Interacting with each other.

Oh...Frank? Would you like me to show you the place in the garden maze now?

EDIT: Oh...oh, dear. I think i'm going to be ill. Pardon me, but i'll be in my room for a little while.

((OOC: Upon reading this, Alice became incredibly disturbed. She has her strengths, but...))

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	pyro_madness 2008-05-15 04:37 am UTC (link)
	Oh yeah, I've never lived in a place with so many people before. But I guess it's just like livin' in an apartment building with lots of neighbors. [Private to Asgard] I'll let people like you and Henry to organize everythin'. I'm not much of a leader, heh. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	cross_of_light 2008-05-15 04:42 am UTC (link)
	Yes. I...never lived in an 'apartment building' either, but I think I can see the enjoyment in that kind of living situation now. [Private to Asgard] I will only do what I can. Nothing more... [/Private] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pyro_madness 2008-05-15 04:45 am UTC (link)
	Me too. It's been different, but a good kind of different. [Private to Asgard] Well, it's already more than I've done. Which is just hang around Asgard and play the drums, so far... [/private] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cross_of_light 2008-05-15 04:56 am UTC (link)
	Yes... I much prefer it to where I previously was, for all its splendor. [Private to Asgard] Don't worry, Mr. Roslyn. I...haven't actually done anything myself. Only offer help. And hanging around Asgard and playing the drums is enough for now. Simply getting to know each other will be a huge asset, i'm certain. [/Private] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pyro_madness 2008-05-15 05:00 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I like it here better than where I used to be, too. [Private to Asgard] Yeah, you're right... Thank you. And uh, you can call me Mitch. I don't feel I'm old enough yet to be called "Mr. Roslyn" yet. [/private] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cross_of_light 2008-05-15 05:02 am UTC (link)
	I think for most of us...Asgard is a pleasant new experience. Even though we're all uncertain of where this new path will take us, i'm sure. [Private to Asgard] Alright...Mitch. I'll remember it. [/Private] (Reply to this) (Parent)

	franksunderland 2008-05-16 12:07 pm UTC (link)
	Apartment buildings aren't all so great... but, maybe if South Ashfield Heights were more like this it would have been nicer. Nothing against the tenants, of course... well, not the ones like Mr. Townshend at least. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Private to Asgard my_private_life 2008-05-15 04:37 am UTC (link)
	Thanks. For offering to help, I mean. Um. I know me, Will and Dorian are one group, but...um... I don't think there are any others yet. And I think we'll go first. The other side... they already know Will and I are planning something. So I think it would be best if, uh, we go first so if they're watching... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard cross_of_light 2008-05-15 04:40 am UTC (link)
	It's...probably best. If anything should happen, please return to Asgard as quickly as possible. I will treat any injuries the three of you receive as best I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard my_private_life 2008-05-15 04:43 am UTC (link)
	I don't... I don't want anyone to get hurt over something that could be avoided. Thanks. I hope... I hope we don't get hurt, but... Well, I feel a lot better knowing you're here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Private to Asgard

cross_of_light
2008-05-15 04:53 am UTC (link)

Perhaps you should ask someone with more aggressive talents to come with you as well? Just in case. Kain sounds like an experienced soldier. Or Alessa? I'd say Lina, too, but she might say no.

Still...hmm.

What area are you going to explore? Are you going to head in a particular direction? Perhaps I should travel with you to a certain extent, then wait for your return. At least then if something happens, you wouldn't have to retreat quite so far.

Please, forgive me for my ramblings. I'm only thinking of possibilities. I do not want to decide for you.

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	Re: Private to Asgard 6ismynew5 2008-05-15 04:58 am UTC (link)
	...I can keep them safe. I... know a few things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard cross_of_light 2008-05-15 05:01 am UTC (link)
	...I have ended up insulting your capabilities - all three of yours. I am very, very sorry. I will have faith in you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard 6ismynew5 2008-05-15 05:03 am UTC (link)
	No no, it's... It's just something I don't like to talk about much. (Private to Alice: ...Is it okay if I visit you? I can show you some stuff that's happened, if you like.) (OOC: Will's worried about her. x3) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard cross_of_light 2008-05-15 05:07 am UTC (link)
	There are experiences that are very difficult to speak of. I will not pry. (Private to Will: ...Oh! Yes, you may. I'll keep the door open for you, then.) (OOC: That's cute. xD She's fretting about everyone else.) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard 6ismynew5 2008-05-15 05:09 am UTC (link)
	I- appreciate it. (Private to Alice: Thanks. I'll come by right away.) (OOC: They're two of a kind that way~ xD) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard cross_of_light 2008-05-15 05:12 am UTC (link)
	(Private to Will: I'll be waiting, then. Thank you, as well.) (OOC: Yeah. xD Woot, Alice's first thread? XD) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard 6ismynew5 2008-05-15 05:17 am UTC (link)
	(OOC: Really? Oh sweet. God, I feel terrible. My first thought was, "...I'm Alice Elliot's first. Allllright." I'm gonna go do penance to the gods of video games nao. xDD;;; Want me to start, or would you like to?) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard cross_of_light 2008-05-15 05:38 am UTC (link)
	(OOC: LMAO. Hmm...I'll start, then. xD) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard 6ismynew5 2008-05-15 05:38 am UTC (link)
	(OOC: Sounds great!) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard cross_of_light 2008-05-15 06:17 am UTC (link)
	(OOC: Posted~!) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard 6ismynew5 2008-05-15 06:19 am UTC (link)
	(Thank you!) (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Re: Private to Asgard my_private_life 2008-05-15 05:14 am UTC (link)
	No, it's okay. I... I'm really glad you're making all these suggestions. We don't... we don't really know each other, and we don't really know for sure what everybody can do. And you had really good ideas. I'm not... used to figuring stuff like this out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard cross_of_light 2008-05-15 06:29 am UTC (link)
	Thank you. I simply don't want to come on too strong and sound as if i'm trying to do the job for you. I only want to help. Which is why I thought i'd offer my help in the organization of future expeditions if you find it stressful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard my_private_life 2008-05-15 06:33 am UTC (link)
	No, it's really okay. I'm glad you're helping. I think that'd be really good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private to Asgard cross_of_light 2008-05-15 03:21 pm UTC (link)
	Alright. I'll look over the older discussions and see if I can think of any productive way to organize the rest. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	luke_lawliet 2008-05-15 05:52 am UTC (link)
	As 50% of the cause of your sudden illness, I sincerely hope that you recover in a timely manner. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	cross_of_light 2008-05-15 05:59 am UTC (link)
	...Please pardon me, but what gives you the impression that it is your fault that I feel a little under the weather? I will feel right as rain again very soon, though, and I appreciate your concern. (ooc: His deductive skills are that good?! xDD) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	luke_lawliet 2008-05-15 06:05 am UTC (link)
	((...ehehe.... um... yes. Yes, they are. Oooops. Guess he pays very close attention, even if his RPer is spacing out and forgetting little details like "OOC.")) Oh. Nothing. Nothing, of course. I should stop being so self-centered and assuming that everyone actually pays attention to my innuendo-stuffed conversations with Light. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cross_of_light 2008-05-15 06:27 am UTC (link)
	((XD It's okay. We can go with it this time~!)) Innuendo-stuffed conversations...? ... ...You mean, you're flirting? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	luke_lawliet 2008-05-15 06:45 am UTC (link)
	If by "conversations," you mean "verbal knife fights", and by "flirting," you mean "violent and unnecessary references to various parts of the anatomy that are dangerously and bizarrely related to a history we might or might not have had." And for the records, I do like girls. So don't assume anything. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	cross_of_light 2008-05-15 06:30 am UTC (link)
	I...I got the impression you really hated him, from what you've said with others. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	luke_lawliet 2008-05-15 06:48 am UTC (link)
	That impression is apt and precise, so there's no need to alter it, Ms. Elliot. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	franksunderland 2008-05-16 12:05 pm UTC (link)
	Are... are you all right, Miss Elliot? If I can bring you something, please let me know. Judith always gave me club soda when I was sick. I'd be very happy to go walking in the garden with you when you're feeling better, but... well, you just let me know. [OOC: Go ahead and start the thread whenever you're ready, if it seems appropriate at least?] (Reply to this) (Thread)

	cross_of_light 2008-05-17 05:04 am UTC (link)
	I'm...i'm alright. I'll be fine. I just suddenly became a little queasy. I only mentioned it because I think it'll delay our walk for a little while. I'm sorry. I truly want to help you with your lizard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	franksunderland 2008-05-17 05:27 am UTC (link)
	Oh, don't go worrying about Rosa. She'll have plenty to eat. She's tiny, anyway. I just... wanted to know if I could help, and I'm sorry if I was prying. I hope you're feeling better now, at least. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cross_of_light 2008-05-17 05:33 am UTC (link)
	Oh, don't worry about prying. You don't have to apologize, either! I appreciate your concern. It's kind of you. (Reply to this) (Parent)